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Difficult Phil traits - King Rat
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Difficult Phil traits
Sometimes I don't deal well with hard conversations and instead just disappear. For instance, between work bumping my hours up and mom getting diagnosed with A.L.S., I've pretty much dropped working on plans for my bookstore. I just didn't have the mental capacity to deal with it at the same time as working or at the same time these things with my mom. And I didn't feel like getting a pep talk to keep going on it. And I really didn't want to have to explain to him that I didn't want his support for mom's A.L.S. So I stopped talking to my business coach. Just stopped taking his calls. Replied to one or two emails. But as far as he was concerned, I dropped off the face of the Earth.
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industrialvein From: industrialvein Date: April 19th, 2007 11:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am somewhat the same way. I am so sorry you are going through this. I felt the same way when my dad had his heart attack(s) and cancer. I wish you the best. Needless to say, you can always come in and get some coffee or chocolate, whatever your heart desires.
gkr From: gkr Date: April 20th, 2007 05:08 am (UTC) (Link)
I keep meaning to, but then I just don't wanna leave my apartment. Which is bad for me, but I can't seem to get motivated to leave despite knowing.
evillinn From: evillinn Date: April 19th, 2007 11:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
So, is this post to imply that you are going to let him know whats up?

gkr From: gkr Date: April 20th, 2007 05:07 am (UTC) (Link)
I posted the entry immediately after getting off the phone with him.
webcowgirl From: webcowgirl Date: April 20th, 2007 06:57 am (UTC) (Link)
Phil, if you're going to have to work a lot, you need to at least be getting paid something worthwhile. Get a freaking programming job and drop this stupid thing at the bookstore. You've gotten caught up in the fake job. You need to focus on your real goals, and I think one of them might be having enough time to deal with stuff having to do with your mom.
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