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I wanna be excited about women
Reading over some old journals, it has come to my attention that I have become bitter and jaded. I used to express such hope over the possibility that something could happen. Also, great fear. Burned most times because I was seriously insecure.

Now, I think about women and the emotion that comes to mind is mostly resignation.

Current Mood: sad resigned

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a_muse_d From: a_muse_d Date: February 18th, 2007 07:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
it has come to my attention that I have become bitter and jaded.

isn't that what Loser's Lunch is for? ;)
burgunder From: burgunder Date: February 19th, 2007 02:01 am (UTC) (Link)
Hope is as hollow as fear. (the usual guy)

What's wrong with calm resignation? I'm not sure that is bitter and jaded. Maybe it's just being more pragmatic about reality.

Hope leads to disappointment.
Fear just eats brains and stuff.

Both have chemical rushes associated with them, but while pleasant I'm not sure they're worth the price very often...

Am I missing the point?
gkr From: gkr Date: February 19th, 2007 02:05 am (UTC) (Link)
I worry that I've got myself into self-fulfilling prophecy.
burgunder From: burgunder Date: February 19th, 2007 02:07 am (UTC) (Link)
What's the prophecy?
gkr From: gkr Date: February 19th, 2007 02:50 am (UTC) (Link)
That I am doomed to be single.
mrsloane From: mrsloane Date: February 20th, 2007 11:58 pm (UTC) (Link)
it has come to my attention that I have become bitter and jaded.
Yes, I can see that. You can use the defence of because of X you are Y. but honestly who wants to be with someone who is bitter and jaded? It's not very attractive
gkr From: gkr Date: February 20th, 2007 11:59 pm (UTC) (Link)
duh.
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