King Rat (gkr) wrote,
King Rat

Not breaking down over Matt

One other thing I've noticed this year that is different from last year is that not once have I become non-functional remembering Matt. Last year I walked to Pacific Science Center to get tickets to Star Wars, and on the way back I just started bawling. All the time this would happen. This year it hasn't happened. I miss him very much, but the random emotional breakdowns have ceased.

I don't know if I am glad for that or not.


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