July 4th, 2004

MacCauley

Bits & pieces

Party today. Things to do: get supplies from grocery, clean place, shower.

Went out last night briefly. Even though I left early, for the first time in a while I didn't even start to feel the hate for everyone around me. This is progress.

In other news, less than 2 weeks now til Deb gets back. I'm thinking my mood will be better when she gets back, even if it's not for long. First cruise, I enjoyed doing my own thing. I wasn't happy to see her gone, but I felt a relief a bit as if I could release. This time though, I miss her horribly. We've written a bunch of emails, but they feel flat. It just isn't the same.

I've been playing Pitfall: The Lost Expedition too much lately. I'll have to stop because it locks up on me on the level I just started. Suck.

Haven't hardly read anything the last week or so. Finished To The Nines over a week ago but haven't written the review. Read India: A History on the bus once, but just haven't felt in the mood since.

Time to go get supplies. Come by for the fireworks tonight.