February 26th, 2004

Roger Lodge

Loss of interest

So a girl acts as if she's interested. You put out some effort to pursue something, and then shortly thereafter she no longer seems to be interested. Normally, this sort of thing doesn't bother me. But for some reason tonight I've got a case of the whys going on. And no, this really isn't about any one person in particular or even anything recent. Just kind of laying on the bed reading and for some reason my mind started going over past situations. I'm more irritated with myself for being unable to cut such indulgent but fruitless navel-gazing short.

Someone slap some sense into me.