The really weird thing is I am not depressed at all right now. I am in this out of body like state, at least with regard to things which would normally emotionally bother me. Instead, I feel like I am a spectator in my own life. And not in a bad way. I don't want to be a spectator, but this is different. Dispassionate. Like fate has already decided its course and I just need to find the map.
I don't plan to delete my LJ (I paid for permanent status, dammit), but this will be the last post. I don't plan to read it anymore, either…
Turns out my insurance is cut off at midnight tonight, not the end of the month. In a way, that's a good thing. Now I'll move my appointment…
A week off, but tomorrow I head to the home office for a week there.