King Rat (gkr) wrote,
King Rat

I was wrong

Soon as I get into the shower, the memories start bubbling up. Here's the plan. I am going to write about last Christmas today. Everything I can remember. Then I am also probably going to post a bunch of other entries. A year in review of a different sort. Because like it or not, I think a lot of the growth I've been through this year has to do with my experience of Matt's death. Oh, and I'll probably be sending out email, just to chat, to a lot of people who have volunteered to help me through this. Goddammit, I am going to cry, but I am also going to walk through this facing forward. I haven't exactly been crawling under the covers and refusing to face the world, but it's felt like that. And I'll be doing some coding at work today. Lotta this other stuff will happen when I have to doa build, which can take anywhere from 10 minutes to 50 minutes depending on how deeply into the tree I have to muck with.

Off to work now.


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